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Thursday, September 25, 2014

I Used To

I have never seen the ocean at night. At least in person.

I used to watch movies like they had really happen. But now the credits tell me that Timmy is really Jonathan Remund.

I used to believe that planners were useless because of the out of sight out of mind principle.

I used to draw so that I could show people who I was through a sheet of paper but I never like how it looked. A set of words that describes me are inner conflicts.

I am tired of people giving the world a conscious just to say it doesn't treat us well.

I miss the life of being a good person. I and finally willing to admit that I walked on yet now the people I want to tell have all walked away.

I used to believe that the stars didn't exist until I got glass at the age of ten.

I have never been in a relationship and when I tell people this their first reaction is to tell me I am lying. Is there something about me that says I am taken?

I used to fight to be understood but now I find I'm just trying to win.

I used to say that I don't plan for the future. Today I sent a letter and I am planning on a response.

I used to smile for I  knew it was contagious. Now I smile to try and feel better.